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| 08:51pm 10/09/2005 |
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Mmhmm. I'm gonna lay off the LJ for a bit. I have a myspace now, just to let you know. I'm tired as shit. |
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| 06:54pm 08/09/2005 |
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Today was the funnest day of my life, that I can remember. I hung out with Louis from 3:30ish to 6:30. So much fun. I've had sooooooo much caffeine today, it's nuts. I dressed up at The Get Up, which was very fun. I looked pretty damn snazzy. I think I should go to my homecoming decked out in, like, 50's clothing. I would love to see everyone's reaction. :) School was so-so. |
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| 10:19pm 02/09/2005 |
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NEWLAYOUTOMG. I think I've had that same layout for almost a year... Jeez, maybe over a year. That's insane. I like the new one.
Four day weekend! |
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| 10:41pm 31/08/2005 |
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Hm. It's been a few days. A lot has happened. Seth. Seth Seth Seth. He's so sweet. Too bad he's a junior. And one of Mary's kids. I think I have this thing for her children. All of them are very gorgeous. Yeah... |
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| 02:44am 29/08/2005 |
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It's three in the morning and I can't sleep. Not even an hour of sleep. And I have to get up at 6. Shoot me, now.
My new most favorite quote: "I learned through my body and soul that it was necessary for me to sin, that I had to strive for property and experiance nausea and the depths of despair in order to learn not to resist them, in order to learn to love the world and no longer compare it with some kind of desires imaginary world, some imaginary vision of perfection, but to leave it as it is, to love it and be glad to belong to it." - Siddhartha.
Seems incredibly profound to me.
I'm tired past tiredness, so I should at least attempt sleep. Though, I know, I'll just be lying here until 6 in the morning. :( |
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| 09:34pm 28/08/2005 |
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Tenz grabbed my tits while I was talking to him. I'm fucking scared. NERVOUS. Fucking HIGH school. shitshitshit. |
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| 08:53am 22/08/2005 |
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mood:  excited music: A Perfect Sonnet by Bright Eyes
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Registration at 10:50. Jeez.
I still have to finish this motherfucking book, The Bean Trees. It's so boring. I've been putting it off and I wish I haven't. Because I'm just half way through it.
My 'O' key is giving me shit. I have to press it twice as hard as the other keys.
I get to see Eliana today! :) She just got back from BAND CAMP. What a dork. I love her. She told me over the phone that she got her room painted blue, very cool.
And Anna is gonna be there too. Anna Beal. Of course.
I have to go soon.
Camila's really nice.
Sometimes, I wonder who I really am. I copy Eva too much, and it's starting to get on my nerves. So, basically, sorry.
I painted my nails AND toe nails orange.
And I'm going to get my nose peirced soon, I hope. My mom totally loved the idea. She was like "REALLY????" and was super excited. But, we have to convince my dad. Which is the very difficult part. I almost peirced it myself with my old ear studs with the point-y tips, but then, I decided, 1. It would hurt. 2. It would be slow. 3. My dad would shoot me. So, I didn't.
Striped carpet in my bedroom! |
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| 04:24pm 21/08/2005 |
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mood:  happy music: NONE
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The rave was so fun!! I am very glad I went. I clung to Anna for most of the night. Buffy LEFT EARLY. :) :) :) I met a very, very cool guy named Jason. He's sooooooo nice. I danced with him. Too bad he's mega gay. His boyfriend was there to, he's really sweet. I met up with EG and David and Aunt Linda for breakfast this morning and I found out that David is a Death Cab fan. He's also into Postal Service and Coldplay. He's HEARD OF ELLIOTT SMITH AND BRIGHT EYES and has friends that listen to both. :D I might go to Julia's house tonight, that would be lots of fun. I hope I do. |
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| 06:52pm 20/08/2005 |
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Gah, my mom was supposed to be home an hour ago. |
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| 05:19pm 20/08/2005 |
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mood:  irritated music: Landlocked Blues by Bright Eyes
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My fucking phone is giving electrical charges through the earpeice! AH! Jesus, I'm in a shit mood. I don't know if I'm going to the party tonight. I KNOW Buffy will be there, so Anna most likely will ditch me the entire evening. And you know what? I'm am NOT in the mood for that. Seems pointless to go. I know I'd end up leaving half way through anyways. I'm am way tired. My ear hurts a lot. |
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| 11:03pm 18/08/2005 |
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mood:  lonely
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Emense depression, at the moment. For no real reason, that I know of. I'm tired. Maybe I should sleep. I've been yawning all day long. Tomorrow will be better. |
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| 04:05pm 18/08/2005 |
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mood:  bored music: Fight Test by The Flaming Lips
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I have Dora the explorer band-aids on my heels. I feel so fat today! It's sort of depressing. I ate a nutella banana crepe. I can't wait til the 20th. I'm watching TENZ tonight. Blahhhhhhhhhhhh. |
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| 09:55pm 17/08/2005 |
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mood:  cheerful music: Like Dylan in the Movies by B&S
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Wow. Wow, wow, wow.
Shit, man. I am so badass. I am a REBEL. :) |
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| 09:24am 13/08/2005 |
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mood:  cheerful music: Baby Britain by Elliott Smith
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I'm tired, I have cramps, my stomach hurts crazy. But I'm going home today! Or, at least, I'll see Tenz today! I'm listening to Elliott and missing Anna a lot. Anna's Mix For Meeeeeeeee: 1. Like Dylan in the Movies by Belle & Sebastion 2. Baby Blue Sedan by Modest Mouse 3. Reptilia by The Strokes 4. Paranoid Android by Radiohead 5. Barnacles by Ugly Casanova 6. Karma Police by Radiohead 7. If You're Feeling Sinister by B&S 8. The Ocean Breathes Salty by Modest Mouse 9. The Tourist by Radiohead 10. You Talk Way Too Much by The Strokes 11. Some song by Radiohead, Anna forgot the name of. 12. Never Ending Math Equation by Modest Mouse 13. Do You Realize by The Flaming Lips 14. Obsatcle 1 by Interpol 15. Fiction by B&S 16. Fight Test by The Flaming Lips |
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| 11:18pm 12/08/2005 |
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PACKING. OMG. I'M GOING HOME. |
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| 04:31pm 08/08/2005 |
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mood:  drained
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In New York I saw: A fat black man dancing by himself, 7 gay couples, A very good looking waitor. When I got back to New Paltz (where my grandfather lives during the weekend) we went to an italian resturaunt and I say a waitor there that looked almost exactly like Carlos, whose name I found out is Josh. I went to an Indian food place called "Bombay Talkie", it's very good. I'm tired 'cause my dad's forcing me to go to art classes again (So, I woke up at 8). But, I have two new friends, Merrily (14) and Anna (19). They're pretty cool. |
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| 11:42pm 07/08/2005 |
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mood:  guilty
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I miss mom like crazy. I'm so homesick. I'll update about NYC tomorrow. |
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